maybe this is happening because it is the wrong path. maybe it is because i am not thinking about me internally, my mind, my soul. maybe its because i am still asleep. afraid. unsure. weak. i am waiting…..constantly waiting. a sign. a message. more…..i am alert. perceptive. listening. i feel los lobos in me stirring.. i feel it move more and more. the tension is rising like the skin around a growing womb, and the anticipated birth is nearing its date. the pains, the set backs, the emotional roller-coaster….something is about to emerge and i am as frightened as i am excited. i feel i am about to break soon. i feel i have yet to feel the real pain of what i need to get to the gift. give in. breathe. let nature take its course. it is me who is holding this inside. it is me who is choosing this path. it is me that needs to leave and carry on this birth of enlightenment. i need to accept this truth. i need to separate myself from this, in order to hold it in my arms. the wolf in me will be quieted no more. los lobos go towards the lights ♥
The stalks of these flowers are already dried up, but their blossoms are preserved and kept fresh by the medical infusion bags. The life-span of every living creature is limited. The infusion bags stand for the progress in medicine and the prolongation of human life. They somehow carry an ambivalent message as they refer to both death and life the same time. To preserve the beauty of the flowers artifically with the help of the infusion bags points out man’s inclination to repress the fact that he has to die and to postpone death.
I have always been unsatisfied with life as most people live it. Always I want to live more intensely and richly. Why muck and conceal one’s true longings and loves, when by speaking of them one might find someone to understand them, and by acting on them one might discover oneself?
Christian Dior Haute Couture F/W 2012